“I love my body. I’m very much OK with it. I don’t think artists are ever the ones who have the problem with their weight, it is other people.” – Kelly Clarkson
I wish I could say “I love my body”. I am just not at the point where I can confidently say those words. However, I had a breakthrough this morning. As promised, I filmed and posted my first YouTube video. I pushed myself to step out of the comfort zone, and capture a moment at the gym – the scariest place in the world.
I am very proud of myself, which is also very hard for me to admit. I am not completely comfortable with myself on camera yet. Perhaps, I just need a different angle and some better lighting. I am open to suggestions. However, I am proud of this video. I am proud of this accomplishment. For now, here is a real life example of conquering fear.